Thursday, February 19, 2009
{ 1:43 PM }
Been tinkin bout the engagement thingy lately.. I dun noe y dis few weeks i got this feeling dat im juz scared to get engage. Maybe im juz scared if he hurts my feelings or maybe im not reli ready or is there smthg else?? Been tinking bout dis and asking myself y and y and y... bud no ans yet.. Im afraid dat he will go back to his old him.. i dun want dat to happen.. im hapi wit how he is now and how we r now..
Talk to him bout how i feel and he said dat maybe im not ready. He told me dat smtms he too got dat feeling bud deep down inside he do wanna get engage. He said he dun wanna rush tings so its all up to me. He said,"Whenever u're ready honey..it's ok if u dun wanna get engage."
So i told him dat gv me more time to tink and at the same time i'll save some moni too so if i dun wanna get engage dat moni can be use for our marriage..Insya'allah...
Im reli confused,scared, actuali theres lots of feelings i had now..
Hubby im sori i need more time to tink bout dis..I dun wanna rush tings and in the end it didn't turn out wat we plan for.. Thanks for understanding,appreciate it.
Bud one thing for sure my love, I do reli lurve u wholeheartedly and sincerely...
