Saturday,went to Orchard to look for my clothes. Bud notin interest me. Was like wasting my tyme there and didn't buy anitin.. Den Apit msg me and wanna mit me. So ok mit him and watch movie. Watch My Bloody Valentine..and its 3D.. We have to put on this glasses and it was damn cool sia..As if its real..Hahaha.. Well me n apit was different dat nite. Didn't go out as a couple but as a fren.. Didn't even hug or hold hands.. Bud he wants to hug me while in the movie bud i was like 'no please..we're juz frens now'. Well if i say i go out wit u as a fren means as a fren n not more. So guys, please behave ok.. Hehek.. Den he came to my hse. He check my hp contacts n all to see if i contact any guys. i juz let him be.. coz i noe i did notin wrong. Yes i do contact other guy after our break up bud we're juz frens. Can ask them urself. Notin for me to be afraid of. Den wen i wanna take a look at his hp he didn't allow me.. Well ppl, u noe wat dat means rite.. Haiz.. He'll neva change. Even if he cntct other gerls.. Who cares.. I dun reli noe wats the problem wit him. He still call me honey.. WTH! And smtms he still wanna argue with me the tings dat we argue wen we're togather. Come on la Apit, im sick n tired of argueing. Please.. Btw, told Azhar not to put any hopes on me coz im not ready to be in a rship again n i dun reli trust guys. Told him i juz wanna be frens. Sori if i hurt u or anitin. Bud its gd if u dun put any hopes on me. I juz want to be honest n not hurt u later. We're still frens rite..
Sunday, Apit ask me out coz he wanna buy his stuff. Bud i was lazy to go out and he say he wanna come over my place bud i didn't allow him. Coz everytime we mit there will be smthg dat we're argueing. So juz wanna avoid dat. Was at home the whole day on Sunday.
Dis morning Apit msg me. He say he wanna sent me to werk so im ok wit it. After waited for him he say he can't coz need to go inspection.And he forget about it. I was so fucked up sia. Waited for him already and at last he say he can't. Bud im juz so tired of argueing so i juz kip quite. Den he want to pleased me wit his swit talk, he said sori he reli forget bout it. In the morning he only tink of me n notin else. Well Apit, im not gonna fall for ur swit talk animore ok.. Enuf is enuf.. While on my way to werk, Zul msg me wit his lame jokes. Ahakz.. Plan to go bowling on Friday wit some other frens.. Can't go out wit him alone coz i fell like smthg not rite as in i dun noe how to say it. Coz we're frens for a long time n if like going out together wit him alone was like i dun noe..Juz can't make it sey.. Hahahak.. So anyone wanna join us for bowling dis Friday?? Give me a kol ayte..Plan not only go for bowling, maybe catch a movie or smthg else.. Can't wait for Friday to come.. And my moni is finishing soon.. Been spending alot this month bud im hapi..
