So many tings had happen btwn me n hubby lately. And i receive a msg from him at 2am saying dat he was caught. Bud if its true he was caught, y can he still msg me. Tried to call his hp bud can't get thru. called his hse and his sis said his not at home too. Told his sis bout it and told her if theres any news bout him do inform me. I reli dunno if he's telling the truth or not. Hubby, pleases dun play tricks like dis. Haizz..Im juz so speechless. Only god noes how im feeling now.

His last msg to me, " Gd bye honey..Luv u..Me da kene tangkap _ _ _ _"

GOD im juz so strez tinkin bout dis. Can't do my job,can't tink properly,not in the mood.

Wen we love dat sm1, y must we loose them? Y can't we have them n be with them always and forever happily. WHY??? why must all this happen to me. Can't i juz live a happy life like others?

I reli dunno wats gonna happen next. Juz pray dat everything is gonna be fine. N i hope the best for hubby.

Juz wen im about to go for lunch, am1 kol my ofc. A private no. Pick it up n theres dis song playing. A malay song.A song asking for apology. Iknew it. its him. Dats wat he owaez do wen he want me to listen to the song dat he dedicate to me. Bud wen the song ends, he hung up. i want to hear his voice, i miss him so much!!!!!

Sob sob sob....